After I asked my first SD for an increase in allowance, he made it clear that my expectation is more than his budget. He asked me if I’d be okay to go on weekly basis (with the increased allowance) but it’ll only be for a few weeks so that I have time to find a replacement SD who’ll be able to fulfil my expectation. I thanked him for being considerate but am disappointed that he couldn’t afford (or unwilling to pay) my allowance in long term. I don’t even know if he’ll call me next week because he gave me extra today. Oh well, I know I’m not asking too much and I need to keep up my standard. He’ll always be my first and probably oldest SD (50 years my senior wtf). Moving on, I’ve got a POT date planned on Thursday and Friday *fingers crossed*.
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Mr Grey and I had a sort-of date on Sunday. We spent the afternoon having picnic at the Royal Botanic Gardens. The weather was a little bit too hot for my liking but can’t complain about a sunny day in Melbourne. I have to give him credit for making an effort to organise everything. Meanwhile, the disorganised me was 30 MINUTES late for the second time.
Late again? Is that a trick to get a harder spanking? – C.
I was going to write a long-winded story of what happened during the date but suffice it to say that the date went excellently. I learnt so much about him and vice versa. I was being vulnerable and I felt that he lowered his guard with me too. The sex which followed afterwards at his apartment was beyond amazing. For the first time in my life, a man has made me orgasm. I was ready for him to adopt me as his girlfriend!
Fortunately or unfortunately, he’s not looking for a serious relationship at the moment or anytime soon. I know that I can’t commit too but to be honest with myself, a part of me wants to find somebody to love. I also know from experience that I should believe a guy when he says that he’s not looking for a relationship and don’t ever expect him to change his mind. I told my bestie about him and she warned me that I’m playing with fire! The heart wants what the heart wants so there’ll be date #3, I guess…
Currently on repeat:
MELBOURNE SUGAR 